Assalamualaikum. Between these few months banyak benda from my surrounding yang silently attack my soul. Emotionally than physically. I felt so tired. Plus practical in cardiac team, needed long hours standing until finish. And no break until 0300 pm. I think, i lost more weight Something that not make me happy at all. Then, to slot their problem in my schedule. I just help mana yang perlu, hulur mana yang boleh. Give them my advices. Fews, need me to plan their future, which are nak ikut ke tak sukahati. Their hope in me sometimes too much to take. ... This dilemma drain all my energy. Not that i complaint about. There are person yang i cares much. There are my family. My friends. Or even someone which i used to know. And i don't like they being useless or stupid for no valid reason. Like hey, korang muda lagi ok. Boost your energy. Aim something. And do your best. Personally, cannot blame takdir. You're not born to be like this. Allah didn't