Assalamualaikum. Sometimes, someone can hurt you. Until you felt like an idiot. Really idiot. Sampai siap soal diri sendir, am i an idiot? Seriously, Can i see that from earlier? Am i blind? Too blind untuk kenal hati budi. Pekerti. Manusia. But, Yeah. Nak buat macam mana... Because i always think semuanya positive. Bersangka baik. Manusia akan berubah. But,  No. Certain people just can't let it go. They can't forget and forget. About everything. And more pendam dalam hati. Until not only they're really hurt. But memberi kesan pada orang sekelilingnya. Dan it's hurt me. I pray for them My doa always be there. Insyaallah tomorrow will be better. 2018 aura.

Assalamualaikum. Again, I want This big decision. Is from my own. I decided it. And i'm willing to do it. Simple. My first tought untuk pergi sana when i had that special dream. Which i already post in here long ago. Silalah selongkar balik kalau nak tahu. Thats adalah titik perubahan untuk segalanya. Where i started to think about the purposed of my life. Which i wasted to much time, and i have to deal with it. And then it changes me personally. In my routinely baca Quran terutamanya. I not only baca, but i start to study every meaning. In solat. Dah rajin pergi berjemaah. Beranikan diri pergi alone time subuh-subuh. Kalau habis kes awal, kejar Magrib and Isyak berjemaah. Sempat lagi, gi majlis agama. Tambahkan ilmu. If that month i'm not too busy, i penuhkan dengan berpuasa. Full it with amalan baik, Banyakkan buat charity, And think and also care about others. Even they only your friends. Pray for them too. Also in my cara berpakaian jugak. With all these, it doesn

Assalamualaikum. Alhamdulillah Ya Allah. Allahuakhbar. Allahuakhbar. Allahuakhbar. Last Friday, I updated my financial account, and turned up that my Umrah budget is doing great. And it's so great! So excited. Thank you Allah. For the time being I have only four seat on list-as I want to do sponsorship things. Alhamdulillah, Allah helps me the most in everything and I want to considered until five seats. Then, I prayed to Allah to guide me to the best. I only plans, Allah do the last results.  In my mind, my parents is the first choice and I will drag along my younger brother, perhaps. He will be supportive for my father sake. My father not strong enough, so I need a man arm to do so. Meantime they always be together, I wish they can fix the son-father relationship. InsyaAllah. And me and my mother will holding hand no matter what.  For this big project, I already explained to them tremendously. I don't want they worry much about me. I want they take a laid b