When you get dumped

Assalamualaikum.

I don't have many friends, you see.
And i'm okay with that.
Because i know, i may not their perfect friend but i'm trying to make sure i always been there by their side when needed.
At least as a good listener.
Or giving my shoulder.
Hehhehehh...
Quality more important than quantity!

Around this few weeks.
I'm dealing with a complicated relationship.
When .... My friends get dumped.
And she don't like it.
I even more hate it.

The first incident, when she get dumped.
She was crying like hell.
Because she love that man so much.
Denial what i advice to her, she just want that man.
Who seem 'coward' to give any explanation.

In her grieving, I just hope she not did something stupid,... suicide i mean.
Yeah, take precaution before something bad happen.
Right?
And after days by days she can accept everything.
And she transform herself.
Wearing hijab, prying. and read alQuran.
Alhamdulillah.

But, not even a week, she being dumped again.
By a same man.
And this time, more worsen... she admitted.
How hurt she was!
She wasn't crying because she was sad, or because of heartbroken she was. She cried, because she felt like an idiot.

And i'm sorry for not being beside her when this second incident.
I'm out of town.
But on the next day, i'm back.
The first word when she see me, "Why are you late?"
And i'm feel so bad.
Sorry again, dear.
I promised this not gonna happen again.

To me,
real men never stop trying to show a girl how much she means to him, even after he's got her.
Most importantly, he will never make you cry.
And cry and cry again.
For other than good reason.
Allah for sure.
Masyallah.

To that.... man-So you think you can walk into a hurt girls' life, sweep her off her feet and keep her dumped.
You're wrong.
She's not even your toy.
I give you a words....don't you dare-not even for a second-think that you can hurt her again.
At this starting line.
I may not too brave to sue, beat severely, or paid any series killer doing a revenge.
But she have Allah, her family, brothers, friends and me.
Who will stand at her back.

To my friends,
To be honest with you, I don't have the words to make you feel better,
But i do have the arms to give you a hug,
Ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about,
And i have a heart...
The heart that's arching to see you smile again.

Lastly, please my frinds...
Stop being the right women for the wrong man.
You can get better than him.
You're not victim of your own mind.
Continue pray...Allah will help you.
Trust Him.

Forgiving someone is easy,
As you plan before... but I know being able to trust him again is a totally different story.
Keep remember, you're strong than you think!
May Allah bless us.
Aamin.

Shoes & Sweater

Assalamualaikum.

Hai,
So my annual leave for a week dah finish.
Huhuhuhu...
Tomorrow gonna start keja macam biasa.
Dalam bulan pose.
Hope everything gonna be alright.
Ayat pasrah.

I donno others but i think you will thought that how weird i am.
Yelah, bulan pose...
Orang semua excited nak beli berpasang-pasang baju raya,
High heel kelip-kelip..
Then look at me.
My eyes more focus and my heart much interesting about something different.

Huh,
Sweater and shoes.
What you say?

Meh, mungkin sebab aku dah beli dah pon baju raya awal-awal.
Sepasang, good enough.
Kahkahkah...
Tu yang cam tak kisah dah semua tu.

So, who cares about others?
I pun picked two pairs at Bata shop, north star brand.
One red and grey shoes.
May because the price, RM29.90 per pair.
So, tu yang aku grab dua sekali.
: )

Other than simple T-shirt, plain blouse...
I also known as sweater collector.
Baju sejuk/baju panas or
Sweatshirt-baju panas daripada cotton.
Whatever it is,
I just like it so much.

And i choose a sweater from Sam.
One only... tak boleh lebih.
I love the colour, grey at the sleeve and blue for body cover.
Nice.

I start addicted at this thing since last year.
I love how simple, not curvy and not attracted it is.
Just imagine... a girl wear red shoes, long black skirt, and oversize sweater.
Hurm.
Nothing interesting right.
Yeah,
Life goals.

Now, i have six sweater.
Black Puma, Peach Scarlet, Two from Sam (included this one), and two more unknown.
Unknown, beli time kat times Square.
Hahhahaha...
Types, ada V neck cardigan style, Hoodie and zip hoodie.

This sweater, again i more pada non hoodie.
So, your tudung not look messy around.
If ada hoodie, malas-malas i masukkan dalam jek tudung tuh.
Kemas.

So,
Bye!

ISLAMIC: Ya Allah, I miss Rasullullah S.A.W

Assalamualaikum.

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much,

that you just want to pick them up from your mind,

and hug them.

For real.

O Prophet Muhammad,

Your amazing, your life is wonderful.

Everything about you is magnificent,

You only one.

Your death was a significant point in Islamic history with affected the hearts of many both in his time,

and our time.

The death of Prophet Muhammad was the greatest grief that all Muslims have ever had to endure.

Even i'm living in this era, the effect are still the same.

: (

He was the only one of God's messengers,

who sent to deliver the massage of Allah to all of humanity rather than one group of people. 

No man in the history of the world has had as great an impact as Muhammad (SAW) , 

and no Muslim has lived since his lifetime who has not kept him in their mind and heart. 

Masyaallah. I miss you.

Today, 1.6 billion Muslims in every corner of the world pray for him at least five times a day, 

and this great population of believers all started with one man.

And being here without you is like i'm walking up to

Only half a blue sky

Kinda there but not quite,

I'm walking around with just one shoe

I'm half a heart without you.

I'm a man at best.

With half an arrow in my chest.

-one direction, half a heart-

I've questioned for so long,

tell me how could this be?

How could we love someone whom our eye have never seen

If he is truly dear to you.

Follow him,

and in Paradise you will be him.

-Maher Zain song, Muhammad-

And i found this at Nadia Syamilla's blog:

Ya Rasulullah :')

How many sleepless night that you went through just to sujud to Allah S.W.T to ask forgiveness for us? :')

Ya Rasulullah, how much hurt that you went through just to spread Allah's messages to us? :')

Ya Rasulullah, why did you called us "Ummati Ummati Ummati" (even you did not meet us) during the time you had pain the most during your death ?

Ya Rasulullah, why did you faint after heard from Malaikah Jibrail a.s. that your ummah will occupied the most of the last stage of Jahannam (Neraka)?

Ya Rasulullah why did you waste your tears so much just because of us?

Ya Rasulullah, why you had done so much to us, yet we still did not following your sunnah ? :'(

Ya Rasulullah Salla Allahu Alayhi Wassalam ... I Miss You.

I know you love us so much :'( 

Thats why you sacrifice so much :'(

You are the choosen one Ya Muhammad Ya Rasulullah. Only your name can be put on the same line as Allah S.W.T <3
How much Allah loves you :')

How much beautiful, wonderful, amazing, handsome, awesome, grateful, truthful, loving, caring, understanding you are!

You have Al Quran as your akhlak :') Rasulullah seorang terpuji <3
Subhana Allah!

Allahumma Solli Ala Muhammad Wa Ala Ali Muhammad !